Have you ever screwed things up? I mean, just really fucked things up. When you start to do whatever you were going to do it doesn't seem that big a deal. like today, I like these three songs, so I go to amazon and buy them, (on my mom's account) no big deal right. I buy the songs on amazon and I give my mom the difference. So my mom comes in and I show her the cool shows I got. All of a sudden she's telling me never to do it again, because sometimes there's not that much left in the account. and I could end up making the money bounce which is a seventy fucking dollar fine. Now I'm pissed off at myself for being such a dumb ass. This is only one of tons and tons of incidents like this.
This one goes out to all the Fucking kids who make mistakes
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I always forget to tell you that we all do stuff like this, all the time, and the goal is to learn to hang on to the lesson, and let go of the guilt and humiliation. I'm so sorry. STOP beating yourself up NOW. It only makes everything harder and scarier as you go. I'd already forgotten about this thing and everything else I've ever gotten on your case about. You are a fast learner and a thoughtful, sensitive guy. I know you'll remember when I tell you these things. I didn't know you hang onto them so hard. I love you. Please don't crucify yourself anymore.
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