for all those kids

Have you ever screwed things up? I mean, just really fucked things up. When you start to do whatever you were going to do it doesn't seem that big a deal. like today, I like these three songs, so I go to amazon and buy them, (on my mom's account) no big deal right. I buy the songs on amazon and I give my mom the difference. So my mom comes in and I show her the cool shows I got. All of a sudden she's telling me never to do it again, because sometimes there's not that much left in the account. and I could end up making the money bounce which is a seventy fucking dollar fine. Now I'm pissed off at myself for being such a dumb ass. This is only one of tons and tons of incidents like this.
This one goes out to all the Fucking kids who make mistakes

What it's like from day to day

Sometimes I wonder what it's like from day to day with jobs. I mean one of the things about seeing people do jobs is you think, Oh that's so cool, but then you wonder what it is like from day to day.

I Wonder.


I still don't know what i want to be be when I'm older, I'd like to try a couple internships. I'm actually kinda glad I don't know what I want to be. I mean it's pretty likely I will get the job that I want if I have it planned. but I also think that you're going to change jobs a lot. I personally am kind of leaning toward acting whether on the big screen or the stage.

Fucking Rivalry

This is pretty cliche but I have a rivalry with my sister, it's just that I get into all these little stupid arguements and after a while I realize how stupid they really are, but I just don't want to give her the gratitude of another victory. She just has a real annoying smirk for a six year old. She is a lot like John Mcain, because she just kind of has that little, I'm going to listen to you but I think/know you'r wrong. And she will do it forever and then just start crying to make you feel bad. It seems like I'm the only one in my family who knows how manipulative she is. and I don't just have to deal with it when I get home from school, no I'm a homeschooler. lucky me I have my dad's house to fall back to.

our little adventure

Next Summer I want to get a back pac together and go grab my cousin. we would go for a week and just see how far we could get together. Just time off I guess, time to try and figure ourselves out. It would be like our little adventure, maybe I would bring my juggling balls and a hat to earn a little bit of dough. If it doess go down I would be writing in my blog for quite a while.

Why/Nutz

I think it is Fucked up. You spend twelve years at school to be prepared. Prepared to work forty years so that you'll have a moderately nice twenty year retirement. I think it is just Assholien. you wast all those forty years, the years you are in the best condition of your life, and you have to save up all that money just so that you can get to retirement and say "You know, I didn't do everything I wanted to do in my life so far, I guess I'll have to try now." And of course you'll just kill yourself in trying to do so. When youre just out of college and you say you want to just go cross country and try to find that one thing you love they just scream " No! Your going to make something of your life by wasting it!"

Rated RKO vs the Hardys

Me, I'm twelve. I swear a lot. but most of all I'm a wrestleing fan. I like lots of superstars but theres four I just cant decied on. Jeff hardy, Matt Hardy, Randy Orton, and of course Edge. I love all the High flying stuff that J. H. does, but I also like how cool his brother is. Edge on the other hand, you just hate but can't take your eyes off of him and what he does. RKO of course is just so unpredictable, you cant tell what he is going to do next. I guess I like J. H. and RKO the most. don't ask me why I just do. oh yeah, I forgot to tell you that I hate TNA.